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I make my morning coffee with water, clean and clear, from my tap. Where was it grown and by who? I try not to think about that.
As it percolates quietly I read the morning news, and try not to think of the results of what I consume.
And every single moment I live in...
I've been getting better at learning to live with the shame of knowing the consequences and buying in just the same, to shelves of disposable, brightly-colored, future trash that I never needed before and I now I can't seem to live with the lack.
And every single moment I live in...
I wish that I could spend one single day fixating on something else for a change. I never thought that my life would end up this way.
I've got this terrible reoccurring dream where I stand on a pile of trash that extends for as far as the eye can see. All disposable cups, every cigarette butt, every ounce of gas that I've ever used. I am gasping for breath as it's filling my lungs, I wake up still choking on the fumes.
And every single moment I live in fear that I'll be alive while everything beautiful dies; coral reefs bleach and decay, the amazon engulfed in flames. All forests, all deserts, all seas, the whole world a planet of weeds. While global ecosystems crash, the only ones that survive are the species that live on our trash.
So we bear witness, it's already too late. We bought into their systems, we all carry the shame. We all wanted something, no matter the cost.
So now we get nothing, nothing at all.
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All my futures rot away, I watch like I watch T.V.
Passive disinterest, I disassociate
It starts in a hospital, it ends in a grave
and I watch like I watch T.V.
like it's somebody other than me
All the people that I could have been
All the things I never did
Worlds of possibility
somehow I fuck up everything
Hiding in bed, books I've already read
and I'm cursing the weather
but they say "it gets better"
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pushing forward as we're sinking
falling just as we get up
I've been having trouble sleeping
having trouble waking up
so read my tarot, tell my future
is it famine fire or flood?
on this race down to the bottom
the blame lies with all of us
we wanted everything, now we get nothing
our food is grown across the globe
freighter by sea, semi by road
to line our shelves in our strip malls
in plastic packaging, we all
accomplices in global crisis
refugees of war and climate
in the age of mass extinction
we all binge watch television
so do you lie in your bed thinking
what terror will tomorrow come?
holding the shame of your hoping
maybe you just wont wake up
every possible solution
is bureaucratically gridlocked
every choice i make feels useless
i know I'm not the only one
so if the end is nigh, then let it come
just let it come
I've had enough
let the end come
have we done enough
let the end come
all empires turn to dust
let it come, just let it come
all machinery turn to rust
let it come, just let it come
oh, the sixth mass extinction
let it come, just let it come
we've got nowhere left to run
so let it come, just let it come
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