Hopeful​/​/​Scared

by She/Her/Hers

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released December 14, 2015

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Track Name: I Think I Finally Love Myself
Some days
if I could give it all up you know I would
if I could trade pissing behind a rest stop in kansas in fear of the looks of road-tripping families and truckers
for a college degree and comfort in my assigned gender
you know that I would
you know that I would

but no one really gets to choose the person they are
I did not get to choose how I was born
and I
I wont choose how I die

ill probably live in doubt
for the remainder of my life
that the choices I am making just aren't right


but most days
I feel stronger and more beautiful all the time
I am more confident and self aware than I've ever been in my life
I am happy to be happy with my faults
I am content to be content with all my flaws

no one really gets to choose the person they are
I did not get to choose how I was born
and I
I wont choose how I die

I may always harbor some doubts
but mostly I feel fine
fuck that I feel fantastic
I am living with enthusiasm
reckless abandon

and I wouldn't trade my life with anyone
and I wouldn't give this up for anything

and I
I think I finally love myself
and nothing and no one can ever take that away from me
I think I finally love myself
and nothing and no one can ever take that away from me"